花

不知不绝我的大学身涯就已经过了大半段，回头看一切好像才开始却已剩最后几步了。前面是一片茫茫大海，越过了大海就是我另一个起点。那儿的六月应该是进入万花盛放的夏天吧。但是原来种花并非一件简单的事情，是需要耐心，恒心和用心去培殖。曾经以为只要有恒心就可以开花结果，一心想尽快把花种好，希望生了根可以经得起风吹雨打，却领悟自己就算有恒心，缺乏了经验与技巧一样种不了花。最后更发现，原来我这泥只是一片烂泥，就算多努力烂泥始终是烂泥，根本种不了花。太天真了。

人虽身为万物之灵，但是有时知道什么是应该做的，却偏偏不去做，做不了。。。明知快餐对身体有害，还是吃了。明知前方是死路，却闯了进去，不跌个头破血流都不甘心。知足常乐这道理我晓得，但我又能办到多少呢。好累了。。。

My 1st blog

This is my 1st blog, like every 1st time i dun really know what i'm doing now.. haha. Juz bought my new laptop which one of the reason why i'm able to type and start a blog now. Felt more free now, dun have to share comp and wait for my turn, no more loggin in to guest's account and get annoyed by the "pls loggin to administrator account if..." , no more nagging for my turn and i act can choose my own background and cursors, my style... (no complaining here, coz i do get to use sis and dad's comp, in fact stuck all my songs into sis comp too, hmmn it's time to transfer, i think sis comp left few MB nia..lolz)

It's time to get connected dy, DC for so long, dunno wat is happening on the other site of the screen. Gonna fully utilize my laptop, spend a fortune on it, so broke... Spend a lot of time on it recently infact, spending most of my time inside my room with my new gadget, felt a surge of i'm connected with the world at first, but then after a few days like get DC with what is around and the closest instead...Balance, balance...